||[Jun. 15th, 2004|07:50 pm]
|||||ABSOULATELY FUCKING TERRIFIED||]|
Ohgodohgodohgod, it broke out again. I told him that the thing was inside me, I told him not to get close to me for fear that it would break out and hurt him again, but he didn't listen. Ohgod, I don't know what the fuck to do!!! It's been there all my life, making me do things I didn't want to do. I've tried to ignore it, but it's just not working. God, I just wanna die. Then it would be dead too...