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You need to work on it hun!!
Do you ever let loose and have fun? You also need a serious make over. You scare other people around you. If you put some more efford into your self you could mabye just maybe attract a person.
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Post #11

Shiiiiit... remind me never to do that again. The doctors finally let me out of the hospital. Apart from everyone telling me what an idiot I am, the doctors told me that I was actually that close to death... that even they were surprised that I'd survived. I barely remember what happened when I was dying... but I know Mantaro was there... he saved me. I don't know why.

After what I did to him, I thought he would want to see me die... god, I don't know what to do anymore...
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Post #10

Ohgod... I'm going to die, and I never got to tell him how I feel... oh fucking hell... there's blood everywhere... oh shit... it's really happening... I-I don't wanna die...
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Post #9

Ohgodohgodohgod, it broke out again. I told him that the thing was inside me, I told him not to get close to me for fear that it would break out and hurt him again, but he didn't listen. Ohgod, I don't know what the fuck to do!!! It's been there all my life, making me do things I didn't want to do. I've tried to ignore it, but it's just not working. God, I just wanna die. Then it would be dead too...
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Post #8

There's something about you that makes my blood boil.
And you're trying to get close to me.
I don't want you too.
I don't want you to see you get hurt again, by my hands.
You know there's a monster inside, just waiting to get free.
And yet you still come closer to me.
No matter what I do, no matter what I say.
You still want to come closer to me.
Why do you care so much?
Please, just leave and forget about me.
Everyone else does...
But you don't. But you won't.
You won't give up on me.


How do you make everything seem perfect even though I know it's not?
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Post #7

Well... that was a strange night. Who ever could think that pure hatred could turn into... something else...

I caught that weird farmer El Nino in the base and we fought for a while. The crazy fucktard had a gun with him! >>;; ...Ki- Mantaro somehow got involved, and was shot... he saved my life. He didn't have to, but he did... because we were teammates... no matter what I did to him... He passed out and I helped him to the hospital room. He was hurt pretty bad, the gunshot had puntctured his lung.

After he woke up, we just talked about stuff. I apologized for what I did to him... and he forgave me... Mantaro actually forgave me. Just before I left I did something I regret now... I-I kissed him... I didn't even know what I was doing. God, what's happening to me? I-I've never felt like this before...
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Post #6

WTF? Has the depression bug hit every goddamn person?!? Everyone's journal is full of the same kinda crap! 'Woe is me!' -__-;; Gets kinda boring after the first five...
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Post #5

Aww... did Kid Muscle not like the game? Well good, I hope he hurts for weeks after my little gift to him, and his last journal entry? Kid, if you want to kill yourself, I'll gladly give you the rope to do it with. He's a whiny little idiot, and he should've never joined the dMp in the first place...

I am NOT regretting my decision, even if I am the most hated right now...
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